Sunday, February 19, 2012

How much is too much

So. T sort of went off the deep end this week. She didn't go to school. She didn't go to work. She didn't call in or anything, which means she doesn't have a job (from what I can tell). She found a new 'guy'... and has been over there since Wednesday. I'm a wreck. But, it's her life and her choice(s) to make. So, I've got to let it go.

I still have the other two girls, but have had them in respite this weekend. I need a break. I'm considering putting in notice for the first time ever. I just think I need a break for ME. I'm no good to anyone if I'm not OK.

And, I'm not feeling OK this weekend. I'm afraid I've hit my limit. :(



Laraf123 said...

Oh, I'm sorry to hear this. Yes, you are absolutely right. You need to take care of you before you can take care of others. Easier said than done, of course. Believe me, I know. Maybe the trick is to take care of you while taking care of others. I'm still not sure how to find the balance myself.

Take it easy--I know you'll do what's best for you and Lil M.

Mama Melissa said...

thanks lara. it's getting better day by day... and i'm really trying to remember to focus on Lil M! :)